epiphany. that whom i've left behind. loves me still the same. and never will i let go again. never.
its even worth it for me to forgo my norm. to watch an un-intellectual movie The Simpsons. to stay out till 3am in town chilling. i'd gladly do it all over again. gladly.
and i wanna know so much about you. be part of your life like i used to. listen to your every nook and cranny. make up for lost time. love you like i did again. this time, love you better.
that hug was the warmest hug i got. in the last three years. happy birthday, baby.
there was a time when you let me know whats real and going on below and every breath we drew was hallelujah.
perfection at 8:40 PM
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Friday, July 20, 2007
maybe to a certain society. confidence intimidates. but i think otherwise. confidence attracts. devilishly. guess thats why i said what i said before.
anything done with passion. will be done good.
mannnn why didnt i take lit seriously before. how i let society drill a half-truth. the exclusive importance of science for survival. i do love science. but i love the arts more.
there is one thing i must fail to challenge. His Word.
i see where this is going. the click five's going beatles style.
i stand up next to a mountain and i chop it down with the edge of my hand i dont take no for an answer question no.
perfection at 12:12 PM
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
the funniest song ever. teenagers by my chemical romance.
suddenly i'm so drawn to old school rock. and now i've swapped my playlists.
bboys, poppers, lockers, crews. i miss the days. so very much. let it be all about the brotherhood. don the loud and wild. hats in the building and shades in the basement. ties round necks and checkered pants on hips. HALT. beatbox, pop, break, lock, wave, glide, krump. lastly, all pose for the stares. earning the commoners' stunningly fixed glances. it was well-earned. for then, we were invincible.
dang, i miss my outrageous life. no sisterhood man. way too ghey.
they said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me so darken your clothes and strike a violent pose maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me.
perfection at 5:35 PM
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Monday, July 16, 2007
since when was rihanna so popular.
ohhh man. the click five's new frontman is ultimate cuteness. and he sounds so much better. at least now they sound a bit more rock. i guess its his voice. it doesnt sound like bubblegum.
you'll send me the rough draft. you'll seal it with tears. maybe i'll read it. and you'll reappear.
yay :D now i have boxers covered with guitars. i love yall man!
and i hope for christmas. i'll get a guitar covered with boxers.
but we're not moving on or standing still jenny, you've got me on my knees jenny, and its killing me.
perfection at 3:25 PM
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Friday, July 13, 2007
sooooo, is the English language just a test of blatancy? how well you can open up the lids of every box of content and leave null to the associative thought. i see thats what a good essay must encompass. what happened to the metaphors and figurative language? where'd the ironies and sarcarsm go? we dont want a good essay. we want a witty essay.
such unbelievable results for the As. its no wonder the teachers themselves get preconceived notions. naturally we'd be undeserving. cause all i know. is that RJ and AC's top essays look nothing like our top essays. we should probably experiment. scrap and get a new batch of gp teachers. maybe then we'll see something else.
book shopping later. hope i dont buy the whole of borders.
i just found out that. i can read news online. awesome.
rid the ones with prejudice, i say.
if you're havin trouble with the highschool head he's givin you the blues you wanna graduate but not in his bed here's what you gotta do dirty deeds done dirt cheap.
perfection at 6:08 AM
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Thursday, July 12, 2007
well. no one cares how much you know. until they know how much you care. so go take an anti-ego pill before you come for lessons.
this is not the right time for amateurs. to try and feel their way around. the deficiency of knowledge could prove dangerous.
sort of a partial enlightenment. the common denominations. how could i have not seen it earlier. vicious man-eating cycles. maybe i should just forget the whole conquest. and move on to a different make-up altogether.
too much of something, is not a good thing. take a hint.
you live your life like a canary in a coalmine you get so dizzy even walking in a straight line.
perfection at 2:49 PM
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Friday, July 06, 2007
the things we take for granted. in every aspect culpable. are we to take long, hard stares at such before we actually reach a state of disillusionment? although the seventies can hardly be brought back. if only by a mere spurt of fashion. doesnt imply total eradication of what those faced back then. the gravity of the situation. the ignorance comfort has bestowed.
apologies. i am a people person. i feel for these conquerors the way i feel for oppressed pakistan women. so rightly put forth. it was all swept under the rug, a conversational bane. when saying "no" solely meant defiance. again, appalling.
so much capacity to hold and give. the one thing he wasnt given as a child. love.
yea this is what i get. after finishing the trilogy of dave pelzer.
is it getting better or do you feel the same will it make it easier on you now you got someone to blame one love, one blood one life.
perfection at 3:00 PM
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
good morning, world.
my choice of two. are they always this hard to make. prospect, potential, survival. get exposed.
a different kind of pretty.
he asked us be you angels and we said nay we are but men but rock!
perfection at 6:20 PM
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
its all about. breaking it down. and making it yours. screams innovation and improv.
damn, i've got blisters. and school.
actually i kinda miss the people at school. i miss school altogether. even teachers, yes. all the unavoidable interactions, coerced obedience and imperative reveries.
dont be trippin over your words man. goodness. dont prove, stay smooth.
yayness! i've got the police album. bet yall've never heard of them in your lives. but i didnt get the collector's shirt with it. out of stock. HOW CAN THEY CHEAT MY FEELINGS LIKE THIS. anyway, two out of three members have left us. sting's still going strong, i hope.
dave pelzer. respect.
but i'm still standing here confused and somewhat drawn my head's lost but i'm heartstrong.
perfection at 3:19 PM
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
Never Be The Same - Socialburn
She came around, I saw it in her face Another time, another place Is what she wanted She let me go so she could face this world alone To find out where she belongs She said I'm sorry
And I didnt know what should've happened I didnt know that I had a chance to say
Please dont go away cause I will never be the same I will never be the same Please dont go away cause I will never be the same I will never be the same without you
who knew what a band could do to you. i feel for it the way i'd feel for a person. but are my hands tied now.
i was cryin when i met you now i'm tryin to forget you your love is sweet misery i was cryin just to get you now i'm dyin cause i let you do what you do to me.
perfection at 2:32 PM
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theTUNES.
what sing you.
theMUSICIAN.
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